Complications

Slowly going to face financial crisis.

Mum and sis have seen a house in hometown, it costs 330k. After selling the old house, maybe need to apply loan around 130k. For most of you, might think that it's a small amount. But I am a freshie, with my pay, paying 200-300 per month can kill all my entertainment and food.

I budget RM12 per day for my food. Now I think I have to reduce to RM10 per day...... Even for weekend.......

No more outings until my increment tells me I am able to support myself. I cannot live with zero saving, that kills me to tell that I will just die, if anything I need to pay IF emergency case happens......

I miss a lot of people this lately. And I also found out who my true friends are. I have to learn to be selfish, to not treat people too well, and not appreciated. That's happening to me since long time ago.

I don't know how to hurt people, so always end up hurting myself..........

Now I am down with runny nose + sore throat and all these stress and emo feelings coming in.

Things shall pass. I will survive. Nobody cares is fine, I care for myself.

OS of the day:

You are the only person who can define who you are.