Someday

Is it over? Pretty much. Often, in a relationship, it looks like both want a way out, but actually, there will be a party, that doesn't really want that to happen. Perhaps, both.

I didn't explain much, coz from the way you talked to me, it's gone. It's not there anymore. You didn't trust me, you didn't believe what I said, you wrapped it in a very nice way to tell me that I screwed this relationship.

No, I am not holding grudge. I will be fine. I will move on with my life. Thanks for the memories that you had given to me. My eyes gone teary whenever I pass by the places that we went, some places where I held your hand in the car, while I or you were driving.

I miss your special smell.

I miss your lips.

I miss your text.

I miss your companionship.

I miss your voice.

I miss your yearning of me.

I miss your silly grin when looking at me shyly.

I miss you saying miluvu.

I miss you cooking for us.

When I was trying very hard to maintain all the good times, they are gradually gone anyways, in a way that I cannot control.

You keep me warm, because of the blanket you gave me.

You keep me noticed, because of the white small table next to my bed.

You keep me nostalgic, because you have chosen to walk away from my life, when I didn't want you to.

We once told each other, we won't be the first person to say goodbye. How is that possible? Eventually, one party has to say it. Just that, I didn't know it would be that fast.

We have the vision about the future, but we failed during the missions.

Don't make it looks like I was the one who ruined this relationship. We can't clap with one hand.

I am sorry because I couldn't love you the loosen way you wanted me to love you, because I really cared about you. Instead, you called it my insecurity. I have never afraid that you'll leave me because of someone else. Even if you do, that means you and I have no love in the first place.

As much as I enjoy freedom, I still hoped my partner can show some care just to let me know that he still loves me.

Thanks for the short period of lovey dovey moment. My first time to be really in love. I don't know when is the next will come. For now, I shall dwell in this and remind myself not to fall too deeply to a relationship, when it's not in a balanced situation.

Someday, someday, someone's gonna be there.

Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see this through my eyes
But then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I can't

I know
You don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now
I know you can tell
I'm down, and I'm not doing well
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday

I know someone's gonna there

Someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you

Someday, someday

OS of the day:

Breakup is not the end of the world. It just means two persons leaving each other for better lives.