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To my friends

I know some of you know who am I in person.

But I just wish to share my stories anonymously.

Previously, I locked my blog coz one of my hometown friends invaded into this space and I still don't know who is he/she. I hope he can identify him/herself so I can talk to him/her about this.

I am not begging you, but I hope you respect what privacy is. I don't mind to let you read my history and my life, but I hope you know what integrity is.

You can bitch about my gay life to others who know me, but think of the consequences that might happen to me. If you think you want to destroy my life, you can try.

If you don't, you earn my respect.

May 22, 2011

Emptiness

Fill up life with a lotsa activities, outings, work.

What do I get?

I miss my home very much, and I feel like I lose my motivation to work at this company. Even though given a comfortable and flexi environment to work.

Mum is staying alone and she has fever for a week already. How I wish I am the one who will be taking care of her now, but I am so far away.

I want to have breakthrough in my current stage, I am not a person who likes to stay stagnant, nor do I like too busy life. Life is full with dilemmas and contradiction huh?

I don't even know how to organize this post. I just feel the great loneliness, when everyone I love, is so far away. And the one I loved, has given me up completely.

C'est la vie, have a good rest, all shall pass. A man who loves you more than you love him will appear eventually. Both of you shall get along and still get along, but not giving up, when you didn't really try your BEST to overcome the differences.

Life is not that difficult, it's the human beings that saying "QUALITY LIFE" = perfection = difficult.

End of story period.

OS of the day:

Trust me, you are not that important.

5 comments:

Jackdaw said...

Without any lows you would never be able to appreciate the high, and those will come sooner than you think. Chin up, mate!

Jason said...

:-(

Anonymous said...

boringlahh

simonlover said...

Be strong dear..!

Twilight said...

Has the loving man appeared?


Pray for your mum and send your aunty over with a tonic soup! Your mum will recover fast with your love.