Over?

SMS

Me: Dear, I am leaving from office to your house now. (wanted to pass something to his family)

Him: OK, I will give my mum a call. Thanks.

Him: My maid will pick up from you. Drive safe. Thanks.

Something is missing. I felt it since early morning. I saw it coming.

I accidentally blurted out something half jokingly last night in the SMS when I was having a big head.

I apologized. And I can't feel it anymore today. I can't feel him anymore, as if it is gone for good.

Would that just end like that? Just within 2 months?

haha..... haha..... I am too naive.

I am completely idiot, the worst psychology grad ever.

People easily pick up on my weakness even before I notice it.

Drama class pointed out my weakness, he pointed out how I use my sentences.

If that doesn't define my life as a failure now. I don't know what to call it anymore.

I just want things to be simple. Just realize, not everyone likes to be simple.