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I guess I was really positive that time when I look back.
Job starts to stress me up. I am not coping well enough to impress my boss. I don't work well enough up to my own expectations.
What more? When I have personal issue to deal with.
One night, I realized some scratch mark on my arm. I thought I could have scratched it somewhere, or I carried a heavy bag for a certain long time. I ignored.
The next day, it was still there, until the night. I realized it's not just scratch. Something started to grow, like stripes, bothered me. He asked me to visit the doctor, he was with me.
Doctor: Oh, that looks like herpes. It's highly contagious.
Me: What? How could that happen?
Doctor: You probably got contact with someone who has this.
Me: So what can I do to treat this?
Doctor: No worries, we'll take care of it. I will give you some steroid and cream to apply. Come back to us if it doesn't get better.
Me:..............
I followed. I take the medicines on time. I apply the cream. I do.
The next day after I visited the doctor, the stripes started to deteriorate. Pus is formed under the scratched skin. It's burning when I move my arm. It looks like I was burned by fire or something. It's not spreading to larger area, but the condition get worse.
I am worried. I know he is not less worried than anyone else.
When I was about to think everything is gonna be fine, since it's not spreading.
I took a look at another arm, red spots are growing, different from the right arm, they aren't in stripes form, but in dots. Some contain pus as well.
Now I feel terrible. I was blank when I was driving home. I am scared. I feel like I'm zombie. I feel like want to isolate myself. I don't want to spread this to anyone.
What scares me the most, is the disease that everybody would associate when it comes to gays.
What if.....................
OS of the day:
Things can go really bad, when they are health and money related.
10 comments:
woah! that's scary. Stay away from me! LOL! Juz kiddin' Stay positive yea... Things may not be as bad as it seems.
Hey, stay positives. Always get closed with doctor..dont worry, it will get better. Just follow what doc's say
There's actually no cure for herpes.
Only treatment.
perhaps u can google on this. n wats the wat if? dont think too much ler. :P wishing u speedy recovery yah. :)
Don't worry yourself to death! Is it herpes zoster or herpes simplex? It sounds more like herpes zoster from what you described. Herpes zoster is actually your old chicken pox virus that has become active again after lying passively inside your body for some time(or years) and it has nothing to do with sexual contact or homosexuality. You need a blood test to confirm herpes simplex. Do update me on your condition. I'll be here for you.
Take care of yourself. Seek second opinion if you think you need to.
Aha! Naughty boy! This is curable as doctor advised. Keep applying the cream while popping the given pills.
Hmm, unlikely it's HIV ler. Just go see doctor and check it out again and again.
worry not. i hope you have seek specialist's advice...
[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot
if youre gay, the chances of getting herpes is high lor.. it will never cure de lor.. the last time i went for my HIV testing, the doc said that he has herpes too.. damn funny i tell you.. now zhen yang ne?
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