Nothing is Forever

New life in Penang seems pretty welcoming for me. I don't really need to go through the loneliness since I was here. I have small social circle here, since I am still new here, but people here are generally friendly and fun to hang out with.

Of course, I have my loving godbrother, who is always there to make sure I don't get lost in this small Island, always ask what are my plans over the weekends and who am I going with.

I also do have some regular friends who usually will return my invitation (formal giler) to go out. All of them do appreciate my presence in Penang.

But things always change. Roller coaster which is stucked in the middle of somewhere on the rail due to malfunction will eventually come down again, it's just a matter of time.

Godbro just passed him resignation letter to his company, he is leaving the country early of 2011 for few years at least.

The someone special that I am seeing, currently is planning to move to somewhere around Malaysia for good, to begin his journey of money/dream/fancy life hunting.

I always believe life will lead us to somewhere we belong. Now, the two people who I care and love the most in Penang, are gonna leave me for good.

Yea, tell me the same old shit, "I'm not leaving you, though we're physically apart, but I'm always here to support you spiritually." Yea right, you can hug me when I cry alone? You can bring me to for meals with you?

I'm not ready for distance. I'm not. I'm not asking you to stay, no I'm not.

You told me, you don't have a plan when come to this. I want to tell you, me too.

You told me, that doesn't make you love me less, how true can it be? We don't have strong foundation, we're not like few years together, we just know each other for few months.

Ok, let's talk about it when the time gets nearer.

I actually cried, when these 2 guys told me they're leaving Penang soon........ Yes, I cried out loud in the empty apartment. Hopefully people wouldn't think there's something "dirty" because I cried pathetically, for 2-3 minutes.

I guess I shall come back to the blogosphere, a place where I could rely on, to tell my stories, and to let the 2 persons know, I love them everyday, more than yesterday.

OS of the day:

Nothing is forever. Forever is constant change. Only change is forever = nothing is forever.